Cookie Jar

Combining Aporia’s magic with Eddie’s stunning storytelling. Must read.

Eddie's domain

 

Candy

 

I hate to be alone in this city.

“Because in French, alone is lonely.”

Maybe you wanted to be alone and that is why you chose ‘La Rochelle’ to settle in. You wanted peace for your art. You felt that the noise of your travels had started to seep into your sculptures. Each face had a story to tell, an emotion to emit and had a language of its own. I saw you listening closely to them as if to hear their whispers. You were a mad man to the world, but you were ‘My mad man’.

It is funny how we want to ‘Possess’ everything we love. The idea of ownership is so blinding at times isn’t it. In your quest to attain that possession, love leaves somewhere in between. All you are left with is a body, sculpted of clay and too much noise of…

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TV (Him and I #8)

You’d expect us to fight over the remote control. We’re people with distinctly different tastes. I don’t like Breaking Bad; he can’t stand Grey’s Anatomy. I have to watch Harry Potter and A Walk to Remember every time they are on; he prefers cricket.

But when the remote is in either of our hands, we watch what the other wants to watch. It’s a simple thing none of our friends understand.

“Shouldn’t it be the other way round?”

“When you’re holding the remote, why not just watch what you want?”

They don’t get it. No one does. And even though it’s slightly skewed, there’s no philosophy behind it. We do it for the heck of it. Just like the speech bubbles, this is our thing.

Review: Losing It – Multiple authors, Edited by Keith Gray

Losing it
 By: Multiple Authors, edited by Keith Gray
 Publisher: Carolrhoda Books
 Release Date: October 1, 2013

Thanks to the publisher and Netgalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

The Short Summary:

Stories about losing virginity.

The Summary (via Goodreads):

A travesty.
A violation.
An ecstasy.
A disappointment.
An instant.
A lie.
A theft.
A rite of passage.

Whatever you call it, there’s only one first time.

A.S. King, Melvin Burgess, Keith Gray, Patrick Ness, Anne Fine, Sophie McKenzie, Bali Rai, Jenny Valentine, Mary Hooper, and Andrew Smith. Some of today’s leading international YA authors contributed to this hard-hitting collection of original short stories: some funny, some moving, some haunting but all revolving around the same subject—virginity.

Review:

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Stories about losing your virginity. How could this not be interesting. In the country where I live, sex is a topic we don’t just

Review: Skulk by Rosie Best

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By: Rosie Best
Publisher: Strange Chemistry
Release Date: October 1st, 2013

Thanks to the publisher and Netgalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

The Short Summary:

A girl who is turned into a shapeshifter and finds herself and others like her in a big problem.

The Summary (via Goodreads):

When Meg witnesses the dying moments of a shapeshifting fox and is given a beautiful and powerful stone, her life changes forever. She is plunged into the dark world of the Skulk, a group of shapeshifting foxes.

As she learns about the other groups of shapeshifters that lurk around London – the Rabble, the Horde, the Cluster and the Conspiracy – she becomes aware of a deadly threat against all the shapeshifters. They must put aside all their enmity and hostility and fight together to defeat it.

Review:

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This has been the first book I have read (as far as I remember) about shape-shifters. I know, I know. Like vampires and zombies, shape-shifters are over done too. But at least the first shape-shifter book I read was brilliant.

I have a thing for Strange Chemistry books. They are always different, witty and full on packed with action.

Skulk was all of that. I felt an immediate tug towards Meg. I actually felt what she was feeling, not only with this shifting thing, but also the problems with her parents. Meg is so different from your run of the mill rich YA heroines. She’s got personality, she’s got talent (graffiti) and she doesn’t care much about vandalism. (lol)

There is a lot of great action, and some occasional thrilling parts, and a bit of violence. The best part, for me, was that there was no insta-love, and the budding relationship that does come up, had absolutely nothing to do with a person’s apparent hotness or drop-dead gorgeous good looks. As well, there’s no inappropriate romantic interaction in the middle of life-death consequences. Reactions, in this book, are very life like and reality based. There’s fear and death and natural feelings of selfishness, friendship, and sacrifice. The romance is at a bare minimum and just how it should have been.

The shifting is incredibly detailed. The characters are believable and the plot line makes sense all the time. Strongly recommended for everyone who loves paranormal.

Tackle Your TBR Read-a-thon

God knows I need this, with over 180 books on my TBR list.

But with college and a million other projects, will I have time to read?

We’ll find out.

Thanks to Tressa @ Tressa’s Wishful Endings and Laura @ Colorimetry and the Tackle Your TBR Read-a-Thon, I’ll attempt to read 10 books in two weeks.

16th is the last date to sign up! (Sign up here )
Okay, so… I’ll be reading:
1) Skulk by Rosie Best
2) Parasite by Mira Grant
3) Rory by Ciye Cho
4) Awakening Foster Kelly by Cara Olsen Rosalie
5) Day One by Nate Kenyon
6) Ostrich Matt Greene
7) The Distance Between Us by Kasie West
8) The F-it List by Julie Halpern
9) Asylum by Madeleine Roux
10) The Promise of Amazing by Robin Constantine
May the odds be ever in my favor!

Blog Tour: Painted Boots by Mechelle Morrison (Review + Giveaway)

Welcome to my stop on the Painted Boots Blog Tour, hosted by AToMR Tours!

Title: Painted Boots

Author: Mechelle Morrison

Release date: July 4, 2013

Age Group: Mature Young Adult

Genre: Contemporary Romance

Tour organized by: AToMR Tours

Book Trailer: http://youtu.be/nTe8UoTEZxg

Links to the book:

GoodreadsAmazon 

 

Synopsis:

When her father drags her to a new life in Wyoming, Aspen Brand doesn’t expect to fall for a cowboy named Kyle Thacker—but she does.  At seventeen, Aspen and Kyle share unexpected ground: guitar, running, physics.  And guilt.  Aspen blames herself for her mother’s car accident, while Kyle can’t find a way past his brother’s suicide.

On their first date they open up to each other, forging an unbreakable bond between them.  But Kyle has spent two years living with a vicious secret—one his ex-girlfriend will do anything to protect—and sharing his truth with Aspen makes her a target.  Now if Kyle is to be her love story, Aspen must first win the fight of her life.

About the Author

Mechelle Morrison loves language–she’s always wished she could speak and write them all.  She lives for chocolate, lazy summer days, spontaneously funny things . . . and family.  She’s sort of scared of dogs.

When she’s not reading or writing or wandering the world, she can be found in her backyard in Utah with her husband, their daughter and the bevy of quail that live behind their garage.

If she didn’t write she’d make stop-motion animation shorts.  So she does that anyway.

Visit her online:  www.mechellemorrison.com

Review:

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Cowboys, music and a love story! Painted Boots has all the ingredients to make for a fun read. Add plenty of stunning twists and turns and you’ve got a book that is quite engaging.

There are a lot of things that I liked about this book:

1) Aspen is original. I loved her sense of style.

2) I could relate to her because of the moving part (I hated having to move to a new place.)

3) The extremely new and interesting take on bullying.

4) Music!

5) Kyle being a hottie.

6) The drama surrounding the entire plot.

The two things that I didn’t like:

1) The insta-love between Aspen and Kyle.

2) Excessive use of the word ‘baby’ (I just find it demeaning, somehow.)

There is a lot of action in this book, even though it is billed as a Contemporary Romance. Parts will have you sniffing back tears, while others will have you seething in anger.

I loved how it isn’t like every other romance, there is a lot that in this book that might be totally new, especially the main theme. It was so fresh, it actually took some time getting used to. But damn, telling you what it is would be giving spoilers.

It’s a quick read, took me a couple of hours to finish it, but it leaves an impact.

I especially loved the section that was written entirely in emails.

If you’re into love stories that are not easy-breezy, give Painted Boots a try. You’ll be surprised.

Tour Giveaway: 

2 Signed Copies of Painted Boots (US)

3 ebook copies of Painted Boots (INT)

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To see other stops on the tour for reviews, guest posts, and excerpts click here

 

Review: This Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales

 This Song Will Save Your Life
 By: Leila Sales
 Publisher: Farrar, Straus and Giroux
 Release Date: September 17, 2013

Thanks to the publisher and Netgalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

The Short Summary:

A young girl who is on the bottom wrung of the social ladder finds her identity through friendship and music.

The Summary (via Goodreads):

Making friends has never been Elise Dembowski’s strong suit. All throughout her life, she’s been the butt of every joke and the outsider in every conversation. When a final attempt at popularity fails, Elise nearly gives up. Then she stumbles upon a warehouse party where she meets Vicky, a girl in a band who accepts her; Char, a cute, yet mysterious disc jockey; Pippa, a carefree spirit from England; and most importantly, a love for DJing.

Told in a refreshingly genuine and laugh-out-loud funny voice, THIS SONG WILL SAVE YOUR LIFE is an exuberant novel about identity, friendship, and the power of music to bring people together.

The Cover: I absolutely adore the cover! It is so beautiful and attractive, I would have requested this book based on the cover alone. Take a look at the letters in pink. They spell LOVE! How clever is that! This book gets full marks for the cover.

Review:

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Music and not fitting in, two things I can totally relate to.  I don’t always enjoy Contemporary YA, but this book was really good.

I had a feeling this was going to be a sad, sad book, with themes like bullying, suicide and the likes.

I wasn’t hooked by  the first chapter at all. I resented Elise for thinking that she had to  give up her entire personality for the sake of popularity, only to move towards suicide if she didn’t get accepted socially.  Weird message. But after a couple of more chapters, Elise grew onto me and I began to see her growth. The pace and development of her character is stellar.

Leila Sales has crafted such amazing characters, they are all crazy in their own way but so very real.  Vicky was my absolute favorite, and Elise’s family is absolutely lovely. There is a lot of pain and courage in this story, but it is one that keeps you reading on because you want to know what happens to Elise.

Even if you can’t relate to Elise’s story, like me,  that is no reason to not read this book.  There are messages in this book that will do you a world of good, whether you relate or not, because being accepted means a lot to nearly everyone. There is an emphasis on self-discovery in this book, and the value of finding true friends and people who will accept you no matter what and let you be the way you are, let you do the things that make you happy.

The Final Words:

I am glad to have gotten the chance to read this book. It’s a remarkable story and will make an impact on your life, if you give it a try.

Review: Origin (Lux #4) by Jennifer L. Armentrout

Origin (Lux #4)
By: Jennifer L. Armentrout
Publisher: Entangled Teen

Source: Gift

The Short Summary:

Katy has been trapped by Daedalus. Daemon is going to get her back, no matter what.

The Summary (via Goodreads):

Daemon will do anything to get Katy back.

After the successful but disastrous raid on Mount Weather, he’s facing the impossible. Katy is gone. Taken. Everything becomes about finding her. Taking out anyone who stands in his way? Done. Burning down the whole world to save her? Gladly. Exposing his alien race to the world? With pleasure.

All Katy can do is survive.

Surrounded by enemies, the only way she can come out of this is to adapt. After all, there are sides of Daedalus that don’t seem entirely crazy, but the group’s goals are frightening and the truths they speak even more disturbing. Who are the real bad guys? Daedalus? Mankind? Or the Luxen?

Together, they can face anything.

But the most dangerous foe has been there all along, and when the truths are exposed and the lies come crumbling down, which side will Daemon and Katy be standing on?

And will they even be together?

Review:

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After two hours of fangirling, and screaming over the fact that I got this book on it’s release day, I started it with fear, trepidation, and a whole lot of excitement. The cliff-hanger at the end of the last book was excruciating and I had no idea how bad things would get for Katy.

In the name of all things alien, this book was amaaaazing! I ignored three courses worth of homework to finish this up (who cares about college when you can read about Daemon?)

Daemon is awesome, better than in all the previous books. Most of his dialogues actually had me clutching my Kindle for dear life.

“Did you think you could stop me? I’ll burn the world down to save her.” 

“I have no idea how I’m going to fix all of that, but I will. I will keep you safe. I will make sure that we have a future to hold on to and look forward to … I promise you.”

Daemon is so my book-boyfriend. *major swoons*

Okay, so the proverbial shit has hit the fan in Origin, Katy is in Daedalus, Daemon is no lock-down and his family and friends are trying to keep him from going to save Katy. Futile attempts? Of course. You can’t keep a Luxen like Daemon in chains. And he does what he wants to do, he goes to find Katy.

What the Daedalus plans on doing to the two of them will have you biting your nails and sometimes closing your eyes shut at the horror. In complete JLA style, the ending will have you on edge. This installment is as good as it gets.

If you’ve read Sweet Evil, or if you follow Wendy Higgins on Goodreads, you know that there’s a neat little surprise in the book.

A Sweet Evil reference that literally made me jump out of my beanbag for joy! For that alone, I’d give JLA a standing ovation. You, Madame, are amazing.

The Final Word:

I was a bit disappointed with a cover, it isn’t in-sync with the rest of the series, but the book is worth the read. Lux or JLA fans, go grab it!

Thought of the Day – 25th August

Would it be a shocker if I tell you all that I don’t own a single paperback copy of YA books? Okay, I have ONE. The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. That’s it. 

Why is that? Bookstores here don’t always have the YA books I want to read. And if they do, they cost as much as my entire months pocket money.

And I must be really unlucky, because I enter a hundred giveaways but have never won a single one.

For some reason, that depresses me.

Why can’t my shelves get to stock the amazing looking YA novels?

*sigh*

Gun (Him and I #7)

I remember the first time I held a gun for the purpose of killing. It was three days after our wedding day. He had taken a week off from office and we had gone to visit our ancestral village.

Our village is a village only in name. There is internet and cable, boutiques and supermarkets. But the lanes are narrow and made of bricks, there are never-ending fields on the outskirts. We headed towards them.

I knew, that sooner and later, he would make me do it. We had promised each other we’d try out each others’ interests. He had bought a Harry Potter box set for himself, he had taken the first step. It was time for me to take the double-barreled shotgun in my hennaed hands.

He was patient, despite of my squeamishness at hunting innocent birds, and my trembling hands.

I had crap aim. But he told everyone that one out of the four casualties done that day had my name on it.

Blaspheming

Because we are all fireflies tonight

dying but bouncing in and out and all around the dirt-stained light in the dusty barnyard.

Because we are the light that will be zapped and singed

by family

by heat

by the holy warmth of the one we worship. What

difference would it make?

Tell me, would it make a difference

if I stagger on to the cliff to make it easy for the one who takes lives, for

the overworked ironic being, the angel of death,

the devil of solitude, irony

in name, in act, in existence.

Would it make a difference to use the air as

the cushion and the grass as the arms that will hold me first and last, forever?

Or would the cliff pivot and deposit

me from where I was running because

who am I to think that  this life I’m living is my own,

it isn’t.

It is a house my soul rents and

will leave when it grows tired of it or it has been filled

with cans and wrappers and bodies writhing with pain or ecstasy

or just the bodies of a thousand broken aspirations.

What difference would it make to beg

for my soul to stay

or to push it to leave before it wishes to leave, because

tonight we are all fireflies

and salvation is but a dream.

The Deal With Death

Death came calling yesterday.

We sat in the parlor, sipping

tea. Even though I like coffee,

you don’t refuse Death when

he asks for tea. Four spoons sugar, please.

I had heard he liked things sickly sweet.

 

I had what was his, he wanted it back

Upon my life, I couldn’t refuse.

You don’t say no when Death asks for something.

I had heard there was never a deal he lost.

 

He set out a pack

of cards, all hearts and diamonds,

no black in sight.

“Queens, you win.

Joker, I lose.

Kings, I win.

Jacks, you lose.”

 

I lost.

 

 

 

ARC August: Update and General News

This post is two weeks late. Blah. I am just so lazy. I can never get myself to write half the posts I mean to. It’s a wonder I can write book reviews at all.

I signed up for the ARC August challenge hosted by Octavia over at Read. Sleep. Repeat.

So here’s an update about how things have been for me this month, ARC wise.

I read these:

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Links to reviews: 

Antigoddess by Kendare Blake

If You Could Be Mine by Sara Farizan

The Academy – Introductions by C.L. Stone

The Color Master by Aimee Bender

Sometimes Never, Sometimes Always by Elissa Janine Hoole

Twigs by Alison Ashley Formento was a DNF

I reviewed two other books that I had read earlier:

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Not Your Average Joe by Nell Carson

The Guardians (More #2) by T.M. Franklin

I am now reading:

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Life updates:

Two of my poems will be published by Infinite Press next month!

My brother is going off for college and I’m really bummed about that. Will miss him a lot.

Also I’m holding my first giveaway! Undercurrent by Paul Blackwell.

Speech Bubbles (Him and I #6)

We fight with imaginary speech bubbles. It saves breath and energy and an awful lot of misunderstanding. It saves us from saying the wrong things. It saves us from taking things out of context. It saves us from saying sorry.

It’s our way of letting out steam, imagining clouds on top of our heads. I fill his, he fills mine.

We give each other made up words, and then forget all about them. It’s therapeutic. It’s us.